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Unwinding, unraveled, pushed past the breaking point alone in the dark. Feeling pulled in so many directions but unsure which path is right, knowing mistakes will be made, life lived and lessons learned, so scared to choose one not knowing where they'll lead. Afraid of heartbreak and disaster, guarding the heart I once held on my sleeve. Regret. Regret for all the past mistakes as some come back to haunt me in my dreams even though I try to push forward. It's hard to move forward when there's nothing to grab hold of in front of you. No longer feeling like myself I continue trudging through the muck of yesterday's guilt and tomorrow's uncertainties. Someone is out there, waiting for me, but I can't hear them in the stifling silence of this terrible, lonely darkness. I know there are arms to hold me out there somewhere, to comfort and warm me when I'm this cold and numb. Maybe one day I can stop looking and they'll come to me...or maybe it's all been a dream. An illusion painted to fight off the rabid emptiness I feel sometimes. Joy does fill my life for a few fleeting moments and it's hard to keep those happy feelings in when you're heart's been broken, torn, and left lying for someone to find. I just hope that when someone does find it, they'll treat it with care. It can't ever be truly restored, only mended, but sometimes, that's good enough. I know it will be for me.
  • Listening to: Amazon Music Prime
  • Reading: Fallout Equestria
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts
  • Eating: Food
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Can you feel the empty spaces? Hear the echos of your tears? Do you ever paint a smile on your face, just to hide your fears? Wishing you could chase your demons away, telling everyone "I'm ok". Scream alone in the dark to chase off the quiet that burns your ears. Oh lingering emptiness can't be quelled sometimes. You try and try, to fill yourself up with joy, only to find it spilling out through the tears when it's over, and it will be over, for all good things must come to an end. The darkness calls and you fall back in without even trying. Sitting, screaming, crying, and angry for not being able to stop change. Bitter at everything, including yourself. Drained and desperate, you make one last attempt to be noticed, wishing you could just go to sleep, kept up by the anxiety that no one will hear. Lend me your ear.
Xodias by YukiWolfe
A picture for a friend's art contest being held on link to the contest here…


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United States
Current Residence: Independence MO
Favourite genre of music: Alternative
Operating System: Windows 7
Favourite cartoon character: Elsa
Personal Quote: A boob for a boob leaves the whole world flat chested

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leneko Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the watch! :3 <3
lg leneko
AwesomeShippuu Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Hi!!Sorry for the late, I just wanted to thank you for the fave, it really means a lot to me!! La la la la  I hope you'll have a nice and awesome day, keep sharing your cool work with us! Take care! Hug 
YukiWolfe Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2015
Aww, thanks! Sorry for the late reply, but I do appreciate the kind words and the llama as well! Thank you so much!
AwesomeShippuu Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2015  Student Digital Artist
the pleasure's all mine dear Hug La la la la 
lydiakencana Featured By Owner May 29, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hey there :wave: thank you soo much for the favveee Ule  it means a loott Onionhead Oish - Onion head 
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