Heart MurmursMy heart yearn for the past. I wish I could turn back time, let you in sooner. I miss you every day. I miss your smile, and your laughter. There are days where I even forget your face, and the sound of your voice. I try to keep you in my life, but I still feel you slipping away, further out of reach. I wish I'd said how I felt, how I still feel. It's in the past, but for some reason, I just can't let this one go. You haunt my dreams, and you're always on my mind, but maybe that's just me. Maybe I'm selfish. I don't know what's on your mind, and the only time it ever seems I've broken through, there's never any privacy. These words are my heart, the things that echo so loudly in my mind that it's a wonder I hear anything else. I guess, what hurts the most, is knowing you were never mine, because I was afraid. I'm still afraid, for I know one day you'll see these words, and I don't know how you'll take it, but I cast away that fear today by writing this, for if I cling onto this past, I'Heart Murmurs by YukiWolfe
Beautiful DreamerI am a dreamer, who feels trapped in slumber. Sometimes it's peaceful, but most times it's not. Reality and nightmares blur into one, causing panic and hurt that rip through my heart. I feel like something is missing, shattered, or maybe it never existed, but I continue to collect the pieces, to make it all fit. Maybe one day I'll be able to turn these shards into something beautiful, like a mosaic. The problem is, I'm certain not all of these pieces are mine. I don't know where they all come from, but the sorrow weighs heavy on my heart, like a painful memory. The problem is, I'm so ready to accept the bad and find a way to turn it good, even when I know it to be impossible. Some days the words I need to express these things come easy, but it's days like this that it's much harder, more taxing. I know I'm putting feelings onto paper, making sentences, but to me, it's nothing but the numbness I feel, dripping off of me and into text. These feelings ebb and flow much like the deep riverBeautiful Dreamer by YukiWolfe
Lost And Found: One Broken, Empty HeartUnwinding, unraveled, pushed past the breaking point alone in the dark. Feeling pulled in so many directions but unsure which path is right, knowing mistakes will be made, life lived and lessons learned, so scared to choose one not knowing where they'll lead. Afraid of heartbreak and disaster, guarding the heart I once held on my sleeve. Regret. Regret for all the past mistakes as some come back to haunt me in my dreams even though I try to push forward. It's hard to move forward when there's nothing to grab hold of in front of you. No longer feeling like myself I continue trudging through the muck of yesterday's guilt and tomorrow's uncertainties. Someone is out there, waiting for me, but I can't hear them in the stifling silence of this terrible, lonely darkness. I know there are arms to hold me out there somewhere, to comfort and warm me when I'm this cold and numb. Maybe one day I can stop looking and they'll come to me...or maybe it's all been a dream. An illusion painted to fightLost And Found: One Broken, Empty Heart by YukiWolfe
Can You Hear Me?Can you feel the empty spaces? Hear the echos of your tears? Do you ever paint a smile on your face, just to hide your fears? Wishing you could chase your demons away, telling everyone "I'm ok". Scream alone in the dark to chase off the quiet that burns your ears. Oh lingering emptiness can't be quelled sometimes. You try and try, to fill yourself up with joy, only to find it spilling out through the tears when it's over, and it will be over, for all good things must come to an end. The darkness calls and you fall back in without even trying. Sitting, screaming, crying, and angry for not being able to stop change. Bitter at everything, including yourself. Drained and desperate, you make one last attempt to be noticed, wishing you could just go to sleep, kept up by the anxiety that no one will hear. Lend me your ear.Can You Hear Me? by YukiWolfe
Giveaway ENDED Winner is..The winner to the giveaway is :iconghouifooi: !
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Halloween Zombie Pony Giveaway
It’s my favorite time of year, and it’s time to get spoopy! (yes, spoopy)
The prize is a cute Zombie Pony* in my NEW 12 inch mare pattern!
She is 12 inches tall (without mane) and made of minky fabric. Eyes and Cutie marks are embroidered. Her cuts and stitches are airbrushed.
*prize does not include ownership of the zombie pony character, JUST the plush!
Here’s how to enter!
-You can have up to 3 chances to win!
1. Be a watcher on deviantart, and make a journal about the giveaway.(please comment with link to your journal)
How to use Add Media- Using Emotes Icons Guide PLZAdd Media is a new feature implemented to deviantART make using community icons much easier. With this change, PLZ accounts are being used less and less. So I will upload popular PLZ accounts here, you can suggest me to post a PLZ by noting me.
If you've stumbled across this account, it's probably because you are using one of my emote or GIFs. If you want to know how to use my others, read below.
Step #1: Click the white space in the comment box or reply button first in order for the "Add Media" to show up.
Step #2: Click "Add Media".
Step #3: Go to the right side (where the media section pops up) and click any emoticons you want.
Step #4: Search using the title or if you want, my username for random emoticons and they will be there. Click your choice and enjoy.
Go ahead and test this feature in the comments!
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